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I've been aware of my emetophilia from a very young age and have always kept it private. No need to tell me about the health risks; I'm aware, and I've only ever indulged this kink through videos online. The actual substance doesn't turn me on - I have no desire to be puked on. For me, the fantasy involves being with someone as they begin to feel sick, and then taking care of them as they puke.
It has something to do with the buildup and release. Who knows? I'm married, and I told my husband about my kink exactly once, a few years ago. He wasn't judgmental, but he never brought it up again.
We have a great sex life otherwise, and I've always assumed I'd have satisfying, normal sex with my husband and masturbate to this kink in private. But recently, on a whim, I posted a message on a kink site. A few weeks later, a guy reached out to say the description exactly mirrored his own kink. We've been texting for a few weeks.
He makes me feel like less of a freak, it's been super-hot, and we've talked about meeting up and role-playing for each other. It makes me go crazy just to think about this. In light of the health risks - and the fact that I'm married - this would be a one-time thing. Do I have to tell my husband? I don't want to have sex with this person; I just want to live out my fantasy for one night, which doesn't necessarily involve getting naked. But obviously we will both get off, so there's a definite sexual element.
My husband and I have had threesomes, so he's not a "strictly monogamous" guy, but it is new for me to strike out on my own. More than that, I'm mortified at the thought of hism knowing about the kind of night I'm having, asking me about it later, etc. I would just rather he didn't know. But is that cheating? The answer to your last question - is that cheating? If that weren't cheating, ALEMHM, or if you thought your husband wouldn't regard it as cheating, you would be asking him for permission to meet up with your vomit buddy.